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I'M NOT GOING TO CRY. I'M GOING TO LIFT MY HEAD UP SO MY TEARS WILL NOT FLOW OUT. I'm not going to be weak anymore...

It is NOT GOING TO AFFECT ME ANYMORE. You go call him. You go call her.

What about me?

Who do I tell?

Who do I call?

Who would understand?

All I need is just a hug. A deep hug. Those hugs that will make me feel like nothing is wrong. A hug that is able to allow my mind to temporary leave from reality. Just a hug. From someone. Anyone would do.

Maybe that's how cheap and desperate I am. I just want someone there for me. Anyone...anyone would do for someone like me.