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You called. I became emotional and vulnerable. I tried telling you everything. But there was something that I didn't mention because I didn't want to hurt you. No matter how close we talk, I can never bring myself too close to you anymore. That period when you and him went out was one of my lowest points in life. Depression was by my side each day and I felt like an invisible wall. I hate those feelings. I hate those days. I hate being so attached to you because once you leave, I will have to revisit those days. I'm really sorry...I really am. But please understand....I don't want to get hurt anymore.