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You have no idea how happy I've been this past week. For once in my life, I've felt like I belong somewhere and it is a place where I am valued and loved. I feel like I'm finally happy with who I am. I'm no longer that social loser, I'm no longer the person that is happy online, I'm no longer that person that is plagued with exams and homework and stress. The showcase was...not being dramatic or exaggerating or whatever, but it was life changing. It has only been a week, but I feel like I'm working towards something. I feel happy. I feel an adrenaline rush within me when I enter the dance studio. I tried telling Annie this but it sounded really stupid. But I really want to stay at Crossovers until like the end of uni or something. I want to be like those regular people that hang out there because it is such an awesome place. The people there are amazing and when I see the love and bond between them, I somewhat wish I was part of that. I love everything about the dance studio. And sometimes I just wish my parents would support me in this love of mine. It is a place where I feel happy, a physical place that I use to escape the horrible reality of life and I don't want them taking it away from me. Like I said to them, I would do anything to let me go dancing because its something that has changed my life, and I really don't want this to be taken away from me. This post is inspired by a facebook comment I saw about a person's blog post about their first experience at Crossovers. I want to write one as well, because I really hope that my love for it will continue on into my later years. Its just such a special place which I want to stay at forever. Sounds stupid when I think about it...but I really want to make the effort to keep in contact with everyone from my dance showcase group and to meet new people from studio and continue to love this place. I don't know how many times I've mentioned that I love the place and I have no idea how to end this post but I really really really really thank you Amanda for introducing this place to me and I want to thank you Jaye for establishing such a lovely place and being an awesome dance teacher and a big thank you to EVERYONE whose just made it such a fantastic experience for me ♥