the beginning of the end

Today I went to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part one and it was epic.

You know, Harry Potter has been in my life since I was a little child and knowing that it is coming to an end in less than 8 months, it makes me feel really sad. It's like a big part of my life is leaving me and ... life won't ever be the same again. Harry Potter is like more than a series of books and movies to me, it comes to represent my childhood. Harry Potter has allowed me to grow up with the characters during each movie and when one character dies, I would cry litres because it seems like one my close friends is also leaving me -- forever. And it really pisses me off when the younger generation is only favouring this Twilight shit because seriously, you cannot compare Twilight with Harry Potter. Twilight teaches you to be attracted to someone based on physical appearance but Harry Potter has taught me that it is one's personal traits that makes them truly beautiful. But it's still nostalgic to know that Harry Potter is coming to end next year, no more books and no more movies. The actors will break apart and develop with their own careers. Eventually, and I'm just saying the truth, it would die. And it really hurts thinking about it. Therefore, I hope that one day J.K.Rowling will eventually come up with another series as epic as Harry Potter.

Today when I was watching it, there was this particular scene which really touched me personally. It was a certain period of time which I felt really really really connected with a certain character -- Ron. Ron has always been the friend of the almighty Harry Potter. It was the part where he was going to destroy the locket horcrux but instead, it created an illusion for Ron. It said that Ron would never be as good as Harry Potter, the chosen one and Ron's parents would have preferred Harry as a child over Ron. At that moment, I felt really connected with Ron because, I am in fact experiencing something very similar to him.

Her and I are very close friends and I know she does see me as a very good friend. But I will never be as good as her. No matter how hard I try, people will just notice her, like her and favour her. No one would really remember me. Until this very day, I can't find anyone that...would prefer to talk to me than her. No one. I guess I'll never be as good as her...