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If you really knew me, you would realize how unhappy I really am. Some days I absolutely hate myself, even though everything is going right. It’s hard for me to talk to anyone about this, because they have problems far worse than mine. All I really want is to just get over this issue I have with myself. That’s all.

I think this is the reason why I want my life to be more interesting. With my boring life, I go through everyday issues a girl goes through. Feeling left out, feeling lonely, maybe these are just all the issues in my life. I really want to talk to someone about it, but everyone seems to have bigger issues compared to me. I really want to tell someone but they'd probably just think "You call those problems?" I really want someone to talk to. I really want more things happening in my life so I can talk to someone. I just want someone who I don't feel bad talking to. I talk to Eugenia about how I feel, and I begin to feel uncomfortable because her issues are so much bigger than me. I want to talk to Annie and Sylvana, but each time I look at them, I can't help but sense how unhappy they are. I really want to talk to someone, but I don't know who...