daydreams

... and you feel ignored for long enough

and it's just nice to feel special sometimes.

I had a little conversation with Annie today. I told her, I wanted my life to be more interesting. I've always wanted that. I always think of little scenarios in my head which I hope really happens to me. For example, I find out I'm some long lost grand-daughter of some rich powerful man and then I meet some uber smexy korean guys in his family. Or maybe even meeting some old crushes and allowing them to break my heart so they can realise how awesome of a person I am. All these endless storylines which I like to develop in my mind before I go to bed.

I guess it's a gift that I have such a peaceful life but sometimes I just want more. I want things to happen in my life. I want to be able to talk to others about my life. And most of all, I want someone to care about my life, someone to care about me